authority sucks

I'm so sick of trying.

I really don't want to be imposing, but I just really really feel disrespected right now. I keep on thinking that if maybe we weren't friends to begin with, they could have at least tried to consider my position.

Is it too late?

Thinking about it, maybe the reason why they don't listen to me is because of the way I act. I have to admit, I don't want people to feel uneasy around me that's why I developed this aura of being "chill". But I'm so sick and tired of it. It's like nobody is taking me damn seriously.

F this.